Where are you with your graduate program now?
Time flies by very quickly! I am in my fourth year of the PhD and sixth year overall in the MD-PhD program. Despite loving the PhD life, I am hoping to finish in the next two years. That means that I’m trucking away at my thesis project and starting to look towards returning to medical school, where clinical rotations await me.
Can you tell us more about your graduate studies—what questions were you/are you pursuing?
I study how the brain and its constituent cells—neurons—have evolved biophysical specializations to support all sorts of powerful computation in the face of physical demands such as limited energy and space. In other words, how does your brain do all the processing required for you to go about your day while fitting in your skull and consuming far less energy than the average desktop computer? The lab I work in has a large focus on dendrites, the antennae-like structures that emerge like tree branches from the neuron’s cell body and that receive the vast majority of synaptic inputs to the cell. We have been exploring the hypothesis that dendrites, among other functions, increase the energy efficiency of neural networks by allowing for smaller networks made up of more complex units.
There are so many paths beyond college—why did you feel graduate school was the best next step for you personally and/or professionally?
I’ve known for a very long time that I wanted to pursue an MD-PhD—my mom is a scientist and my dad a physician, so I like to joke that I was born out of a literal marriage of medicine and science. I was incredibly lucky to have these role models—to see two people who looked like me working at benchtops and caring for patients—and then even more lucky that research and patient care ended up being so personally enjoyable and satisfying.
I do think that the decision to do a PhD as a medical student (let’s be real, as anyone) is especially interesting and difficult. A PhD can represent so many myriad experiences, each potentially very different from the other—it’s kind of like choosing to climb aboard a roller coaster with 95% of its track obscured and 16 possible endpoints. I’m an entirely different person than I was when I started my PhD, and I imagine I’ll be an entirely new different person by the end. It’s an experience that is sometimes exhilarating, sometimes lonely, sometimes extremely fulfilling, and sometimes soul-crushing, but I would choose it again in an instant.
Do you have any favorite memories from the past two years as a Paul & Daisy Soros Fellow?
There’s no way I could choose anything but a memory from one of the Paul & Daisy Soros Fellowships Fall Conferences—they’re such a blast. Probably the best bonding experience was a handful of Fellows playing hooky from one of the conference events to attend a Woman, Life, Freedom protest and then explore the city together. The Conferences’ structured discussions are great for learning about each other’s backgrounds, but there’s nothing like walking through a busy city listening to a new friend give an impassioned spiel about one of their niche interests. It’s exactly those niche interests—both the range and intensity of the passions that each Fellow represents—that makes the Fellowship such a uniquely wonderful community.
What advice would you give to someone who is thinking of applying to The Paul & Daisy Soros Fellowships for New Americans?
It is very, very easy for immigrants and children of immigrants to allow the experience of being “other” to extend past “do I have a place in this country?” to “do I even have a place among other immigrants?” I remember reading the bios of Fellows while I was applying and thinking my story absolutely paled in comparison to everyone else’s. And the result is that you end up frozen staring at an empty document while trying to write your personal essay.
What I’ve learned since is that the Paul & Daisy Soros Fellowship is by no means looking for a single archetype of the New American—if anything, it is the fact that our lives tangle together into some shared experiences and dramatically diverge into others that makes the community feel so vibrant and rich. So… just start writing. And if that’s too difficult at first, find someone you feel comfortable with and just talk about what’s important to you and how your life has shaped that answer. I guarantee you that you and your story have depths you have yet to fathom. Sometimes you just need someone else’s perspective to appreciate the light you have to offer. ∎
